INTRODUCTION

Filipinos have constantly tuned in to the media in order to be entertained and be informed.  Whether these come in the form of the newspaper, radio, television, film, or the internet, they provide a sense of connectivity to the community, the nation, and the world through the stories and information that they read, see, and hear.  Moreover, what is seen and heard is not merely an account of what is happening or could possibly happen in the real world, they represent a reality of the world that not everyone but a select few can experience but thus holds a certain amount of general truth for everyone.

Although the communication and the media focus on various fields – education, information, entertainment, world affairs, advertising – this paper shall focus on the entertainment field, most in particular the use of the Love Tandem Formula in both television and films.  A brief history of the formula shall be given, followed by the analysis of the audience regarding the use of the formula and how they represent reality regarding love and relationships.  It hopes to discover how audiences perceive local love tandems and how they represent the reality of love and relationships.  Given these, it hopes to understand how this particular formula continues to be appreciated and used to this day in spite of the various genres involved and utilized in filmmaking and even in television, and even the technology that has changed the way stories are told in the big and small screen. 

A BRIEF HISTORY AND THE LOVE TANDEM FORMULA

The Philippine Entertainment Industry, most in particular film, bases its narrative and entertainment style from Hollywood.  The stories move at a pace where the state of equilibrium in the story is complicated by a set of problems which the protagonists hope to solve by the end of the film.  And quite similar to the rise and success of the film industry in the United States, the Philippine film industry flourished as well and became the “most popular form of entertainment” (Maslog, p. 72, 2007) until the coming of the television sets at home and, most recently, the internet.  However, although the movies have declined in terms of output per year, the Filipinos are still entertained in a most similar manner with the television due to the drama series being aired almost every day or, as they are more popularly known locally, the telenovelas.  And although convenience and the similarities in content on both media have put the movies in the backseat, corporations have thought of various ways for the viewing public to continually patronize them.

In spite of the closure and disappearance of the Big Four film companies (LVN, Sampaguita, Lebran and Premier) that emerged in the early years of Philippine cinema, moviemaking is now tied with the major television networks in the country, namely GMA and ABS-CBN.  Their home talents are given projects not just to appear in the local television programs but also to be in a movie which shall be produced by an umbrella of the company that manages and produces films.  And given the more than a century’s worth of presence of the cinema in the country, as actors, actresses, producers, and directors come and go, and the various stories that they produce, one particular formula constantly re-emerges every so often that the viewing public does not seem to grow tired of: the Love Tandem.

The Love Tandem Formula is where an actor and an actress would be paired to play a romantic role.  Notable Hollywood tandems include Ginger Roberts-Fred Astaire, Katharine Hepburn-Spencer Tracy, and Lauren Bacall-Humphrey Bogart.  They all starred in films which the public watched and liked.  Similarly, the public also liked the pairs.  The genre that the tandem is constantly used in may vary among the drama, melodrama, romantic, comedy films, and even to a certain point, with the popularity and pairing of Bacall and Bogart, film noir.  This particular formula was perhaps brought by the star system in Hollywood, where actors are not merely players in a movie but they have a certain “personae that come across to their fans which can be called as their personality” (Belton, pp. 97-98, 2005) even though the personality they project may somewhat be different from who they are in real life.  Considering the images that stars have with their fans, if a well-known and celebrated actor and an actress would come together in a single film, producers then can have a broader reach of the market and viewership will consequently rise.

The Philippine film industry was also sensitive to the trends and came with their very own tandems such as:  Carmen Rosales-Rogelio dela Rosa, Gloria Romero-Luis Gonzales, Nora Aunor-Tirso Cruz III, Sharon Cuneta-Gabby Concepcion, Rico Yan-Claudine Baretto, Kristine Hermosa-Jericho Rosales, Angel Locsin-Richard Gutierrez, and Bea Alonzo-John Lloyd Cruz.  What is most interesting to note is that although the tandem originated from the film industry, it has crossed over to the television and is now being used and proven successful for both media.

AUDIENCE PERCEPTION OF LOVE TANDEMS

To glean a better understanding of the love tandem, an interview was conducted in order get audience perception regarding the constant use of this formula.  Three people were interviewed for this research, one male and two females.  Their ages range from 23 to 35 years old; education-wise, they have achieved college level and they watch films or shows that use love tandems in the stories.  For this part of the discussion, they were asked questions on what makes the love tandem both appealing and unappealing.

One important characteristic that the audience will watch the film of an actor is if he has a real talent for acting.  And this rings true as well for the love tandem.  It is a requirement that both of them should know how to act and not just merely project an idea of two people in love.  Factors to consider also on what is appealing in the love tandem formula are the physical attributes and the chemistry that the actors have.  It is validated by the interviewees that the local love tandems have a good-looking actor and a beautiful actress.  This is one way of assuring a target market because a match of the characters’ physical attributes seems to be the stamp of approval not only for love tandems in the film industry but in the real setting as well.  Furthermore, the actors and actresses, whether off-screen or on-screen, have a certain quality or personality that works well with the other that seems to come out naturally.  This then provides the illusion of having a sincere love relationship rather than just merely acting out a relationship.  In a way, it can also validate the effectiveness of their acting in terms of being a couple.  These two qualities then are the packaging of the tandem and a way to catch the audience’s attention.  Similarly, this is why the tandems become successful in terms of appeal – that the tandems come across as having a personality and chemistry that work with the audience’s perception of what represents a couple in real life.

Not to discount that there not is a bad side to the formula, it can be said that the love tandems tend to be unappealing because of the superficiality of the tandems.  This pertains to the love tandems that the interviewees deem to be unsuccessful or that do not have the qualities of the successful love tandems that have chemistry.  As mentioned in the interview, they would never go for a love tandem that wasn’t physically appealing for them.  Furthermore, on the audience’s reception level, as much as they come across naturally in the film or the show as love tandems, their partnership and the way they act with each other seem to go beyond the realm of the entertainment industry that they are merely tandems in the story. This could become a problem and an illusion as well for some of the audience members and their fans seem to want the love tandem in the film to become a real love tandem.  This can prove to be a disadvantage as there is a blurring of the dividing line between the real and reel world.

The interviewees also acknowledge that the tandems prove to be successful and continue to be used regardless of their repetitiveness but, as stated by one of them, the tandem formula is recycled because of the different tandems that emerge over the years and the growing target audience that also change every year but remain to be of the same age group: “fans of the Sharon-Gabby era are not the same fans of the Bea-John Lloyd era, but they become successful because of the constant availability of the market.”  It can also be said that the relationship of a couple is an interesting topic as these are also experienced by any Filipino, whether one is an actor or not.  Furthermore, going back to the Star system, the love tandem, proven that they are successful in terms of appeal, becomes a means of building and sustaining a fan base and these people will then support the films or shows that the tandem will star in.  Again, the packaging of both actors becomes a means for viewership and survival in the entertainment industry.

AUDIENCE PERCEPTION OF REALITY REGARDING LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS

Films and television shows, though they may primarily serve as a form of entertainment and a source of information, have a sense of what Metz would call iconicity because the film, and even the television, “is like a mirror” (p. 45, 1982).  The mirror in this regard is not an actual mirror where the viewer sees himself in the situation; rather, both media represent or reflect an experience, an emotion, or a situation that may seem similar to the actual experience of a person or the viewer but it is not the exact, real experience as depicted in the story.  In line with this then, an important question to ask about the implications of the love tandem formula is how they tend to influence the audiences’ perception of reality regarding love and relationships. 

It is commonly known that the love tandems evoke a sense of what it is like to be in a relationship and how it is to be in love with someone.  The interviewees have also validated this particular aspect of the love tandems in the previous discussion where they classified this as one of the very qualities of the formula that seems to either appeal or not to the viewing public.

Story-wise, the love tandem formula, and the situations that they are involved in the film or the television show, represent and reflect to a certain extent the various situations that are encountered or lived through in real life.  Real people are also exposed to the “sweet nothings” and “courtship” that the guy does in order to win the affection of the girl.  The “happy moments” that the characters experience in the film or program may be the same kind of happy moments that real couples go through.  On a more complex note, the tandem in the story, as the narrative style influences the progress of the situation, encounter various problems that can affect their relationship: break-ups, miscommunication, petty quarrels, and the like.  This is also evident in the real scenario for any regular couple.  Whether the stories come from actual life or are written for purposes of story development, viewers still get to connect the problems or scenarios with the actual situations that happen to them or to other couples.  One example of a problem that the love tandems encounter is when one of them cheats on their partner.  Although the circumstances involved may differ for each relationship, cheating on a loved one is still a universal reality that can hurt the person whether the reasons for doing so are similar to those seen in the film or not.

One interviewee also acknowledged the role of the media in letting people know what love is and how relationships tend to work.  As the media reflect the idea of love and relationships, viewers who do not have an idea or who have not yet experienced such feelings and emotions are thus, to a certain extent, educated on what it means to be loved and to love, and what it means to be in a relationship.  This then perhaps also sets the standard on how one must treat the other in order for their relationship to be meaningful or successful.  However, the act of loving and being in a relationship is also strengthened and validated by the couples that are seen in real life.  As one of the interviewees said, the stories and the situations that the love tandem in the film go through are based on an experience or an idea that could happen in real life.

On a physical aspect, the images of both the actors as being good-looking and beautiful can also set standards for the average person in terms of looking at physical attributes.  In a way, they do let people believe that this is the ideal girl and this is the ideal guy that one should be in a relationship with.  Perhaps it may send unrealistic beliefs and standards, that both the handsome and the beautiful are the perfect match, yet the interviewees are quick to admit and acknowledge that physical attributes are not merely what constitute a relationship.  They cite that real-life couples may not be the same as the love tandem; that one may not be as good-looking in the commercial and entertainment’s world definition, nor are they as physically fit as well. 

On a more meaningful and deeper note, chemistry does play a role in not just on-screen love tandems but to real-life partners as well.  Chemistry is defined in terms of how well the couple fits together with regard to their attitudes, their treatment of each other, and how comfortable they are together in order to have a more realistic repercussion when looking at how the love tandem represent the reality of love and relationships.  Although the physical attributes of the person can initially get one interested in him or her, the real measure of the success of the relationship and the values lie in the way both people can relate to each other and whether they fit in their own standards of who is the right person for him or her.

It is also quite important and interesting to note that the actions that the love tandems do for each other can either be seen as something negative or positive.  For one of the interviewees, she actually likes the very romantic gestures that the guy does for the girl, and admits that even though it is only on television or in the film, that particular romantic action can be done by guys in real life, but are merely, perhaps, just not inclined to do something as romantic as those seen on television or in the film; for another, the very romanticism that the guy and the girl exhibit may border on martyrdom and exaggeration and consequently comes across as not realistic by his own standards. 

Perhaps a constant running theme in love tandems and the stories that they are in is that a lot of them encounter problems and they end in a very happy and positive manner.  This, again, is perhaps due to the narrative style of storytelling for both film and television, where various circumstances or situations continually rise or are injected for the plot to move forward.  What moves the story forward then are the issues that the characters are confronted with and how they are going to solve them.  Given that there are problems that also occur in every relationship, real couples find ways on how to solve them as well.  In this regard, they are now the stars of their very own story.  However, events happen at a faster and immediate scale in the big and small screen.  In real life, problems are not as easily solved as those in the story where there seems to be a natural course of action to be taken by the characters.  This then somewhat provides an unrealistic look on love tandems where they seem to be invincible despite the many trials that they go through and they always end up together.  In reality, not every couple that goes through problems emerge as victorious.  Quite a number of real couples do tend to break up.

CONCLUSION

Love tandems prove to be a constant staple in the local entertainment industry.  On a very commercial characteristic of the formula, it makes use of the physical attributes and the talents of an actor and an actress where they are packaged as a team in order to capture the audience’s attention and interest on a broader scale.  However, apart from the purposes that they serve for the industry, they also represent a social reality regarding love and relationships and this is one of the qualities that appeal to the viewing public; it is a reality that hits close to their actual experiences and allows them to relate to the story on a more engaging manner.  And although the formula continues to be recycled, given the constant use since the early years of the film industry in the country, it proves to be still successful because although the tandem formula is reused, the tandems do change as the years go by and there are viewers and followers who support the tandems that are being promoted.

Love tandems and the stories that are written for them represent the reality of being in love and having a relationship with the person that one loves.  Although they provide concrete examples of what happens in a relationship, the situations that they are involved in are not the same for every person or, at the very least, for every couple.  What the tandems provide then is a representation of the various situations that couples go through.  The tandems also provide a standard for people on how to handle their relationships, in terms of how to treat their partner, how well they get along with each other and that the problems that they encounter need to be resolved one way or another.  However, they can also set false standards in terms of the physical attributes of what a couple should have.  Because both actors are good-looking, this perhaps may have an effect on a person’s choice for a partner – that he or she should be good-looking as well.  Additionally, as most love tandem stories end in a positive manner, it can also set certain beliefs that there is always a happy ending for every couple.

However, in spite of the representation of the love tandem, and although the media can serve as a point of educating people what love is and how a relationship works, the real and social setting plays a bigger role in their personal relationships.  Attitudes, experiences, and personalities are the real determinants of what one person looks for in a partner.  One of the interviewees labelled the very romantic actions of the guy in the love tandem as merely a means of “fooling” the other person or, more popularly known in the local term “bolahan”.  The concept of fooling here pertains to the guy trying to get the approval and the interest of the girl through romantic means.  For her though, she does not like the idea of “courtship” where the guy shows his best side and not his negative side; she prefers that the person be real and upfront.  Still, she admits that she appreciates the romantic factor on television because she is entertained.

Given these then, it can be easily seen how the Love Tandem Formula continues to thrive because of the compatibility and marriage of two factors: the representation of reality and the entertainment factor that is intertwined in a concept that a number of people can relate to.

FURTHER RESEARCH

This study has focused on love tandems and how the audience perceive the formula and how they represent the reality of love and relationships.  It is still a relatively new topic in spite of the already long presence of the formula in the entertainment industry.  With this then, there has been a limited source of references for the research.  Although the study also touched on the history of Philippine Cinema, perhaps further studies can include whether the early love tandems differ from the current love tandems and if the themes are the same as today.  Furthermore, since a small scale interview was conducted to three people to get audience perception, perhaps a survey or a focus-group discussion with more respondents can provide a more detailed understanding of the implications of the formula to the viewing public.

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March is the international month of and for Women.

Below is a letter forwarded to me by my friend, Ace, who resides in Japan with her husband.  Hopefully, this letter may already be circulating to Filipinos there.

In the past weeks, the ZTE scandal has rocked the country and I found myself wondering what I could do. I need to do something, yet, I fail to know what it is that would make a difference--something unlike a running train waiting to hit a wall.

Then I read this letter and I was able to relate with the writer. She went by the name of Guada Sol; whether or not this is a real or a pen name is beyond me. But the content of her letter told me that there are indeed intelligent and moral upright Filipinos still remaining out there who's idea of heroism isn't only grounded in bringing in the bacon in boxing, basketball, and leaving the country for dollars (not referring to our hardworking OFWs!)

To all Filipinos Everywhere:

I used to think that corruption and criminality in the Philippines were caused by poverty. But recent events tell me this isn't true. It is one thing to see people turn into drug addicts, prostitutes, thieves and murderers because of hunger and poverty, but what excuse do these rich, educated people have that could possibly explain their bizarre behavior? And to think I was always so relieved when petty snatchers got caught and locked away in jail because I never fully realized that the big time thieves were out there, making the laws and running our country. Can it get any worse than this?

Every night, I come home and am compelled to turn on my tv to watch the latest turn of events. I am mesmerized by these characters. They are not men. They are caricatures of men - too unreal to be believable and too bad to be real. To see these "honorable" crooks lambast each other, call each one names, look each other in the eye and accuse the other of committing the very same crimes that they themselves are guilty of, is so comical and apalling that I don't know whether to laugh or cry. It is entertainment at its worst!

I have never seen so many criminals roaming around unfettered and looking smug until now. These criminals wear suits and barongs, strut around with the confidence of the rich and famous, inspire fear and awe from the very citizens who voted them to power, bear titles like "Honorable", "Senator", "Justice", "General" and worse, "President". Ironically, these lawless individuals practice law, make our laws, enforce the law. And we wonder why our policemen act the way they do! These are their leaders, and the leaders of this nation – Robin Hoodlum and his band of moneymen. Their motto? "Rob the poor, moderate the greed of the rich."

It makes me wonder where on earth these people came from, and what kind of upbringing they had to make them act the way they do for all the world to see. It makes me wonder what kind of schools they went to, what kind of teachers they had, what kind of environment would produce such creatures who can lie, cheat and steal from an already indebted country and from the impoverished people they had vowed to serve. It makes me wonder what their children and grandchildren think of them, and if they are breeding a whole new generation of improved Filipino crooks and liars with maybe a tad more style but equally negligible conscience. Heaven forbid!

I am an ordinary citizen and taxpayer. I am blessed to have a job that pays for my needs and those of my family's, even though 30% of my earnings go to the nation's coffers. Just like others in my lot, I have complained time and again because our government could not provide enough of the basic services that I expect and deserve. Rutty roads, poor educational system, poor social services, poor health services, poor everything. But I have always thought that was what all third world countries were all about, and my complaints never amounted to anything more.

And then this. Scandalous government deals. Plundering presidents pointing fingers. Senators associated with crooks. Congressmen who accept bribes. Big time lawyers on the side of injustice. De Venecia ratting on his boss only after his interminable term has ended, Enrile inquiring about someone's morality! The already filthy rich Abalos and Arroyo wanting more money than they or their great grandchildren could ever spend in a lifetime. Joker making a joke of his own "pag bad ka, lagot ka!" slogan. Defensor rendered defenseless. Gen. Razon involved in kidnapping. Security men providing anything but a sense of security. And it's all about money, money, money that the average Juan de la Cruz could not even imagine in his dreams. Is it any wonder why our few remaining decent and hardworking citizens are leaving to go work in other countries?

And worst of all, we are once again saddled with a power-hungry president whose addiction has her clinging on to it like barnacle on a rusty ship. "Love (of power) is blind" takes a whole new meaning when PGMA time and again turns a blind eye on her husband's financial deals. And still blinded with all that is happening, she opts to traipse around the world with her cohorts in tow while her country is in shambles.

They say the few stupid ones like me who remain in the Philippines are no longer capable of showing disgust. I don't agree. Many like me feel anger at the brazenness of men we call our leaders, embarrassment to share the same nationality with them, frustration for our nation and helplessness at my own ineffectuality. It is not that I won't make a stand. It is just that I am afraid my actions would only be futile. After all, these monsters are capable of anything. They can hurt me and my family. They already have, though I may not yet feel it

But I am writing this because I need to do something concrete. I need to let others know that ordinary citizens like me do not remain lukewarm to issues that would later affect me and my children. I want to make it known that there are also Filipinos who dream of something better for the Philippines. I want them to know that my country is not filled with scalawags and crooks in every corner, and that there are citizens left who believe in decency, fairness, a right to speak, a right to voice out ideas, a right to tell the people we have trusted to lead us that they have abused their power and that it is time for them to step down. I refuse to let this country go to hell because it is the only country I call mine and it is my responsibility to make sure I have done what I could for it.

Those of us who do not have the wealth, power or position it needs to battle the evil crime lords in the government can summon the power of good. We can pray. We can do this with our families every night. We can offer petitions every time we celebrate mass. We can ask others to pray, too, including relatives and friends here and overseas. And we can offer sacrifices along with our petitions, just so we get the message to Him of our desperation in ridding our nation of these vermin. After all, they cannot be more powerful than God!

I implore mothers out there to raise your children the best way you can. Do not smother, pamper, or lavish them with too much of the material comforts of life even if you can well afford them. Teach them that there are more important things in this world. I beg all fathers to spend time with their children, to teach them the virtues of hard work, honesty, fair play, sharing, dignity and compassion – right from the sandbox till they are old enough to go on their own. Not just in your homes, but at work, in school, everywhere you go. Be good role models. Be shining examples for your children so they will learn to be responsible adults who will carry and pass on your family name with pride and honor.

I call on educators and teachers – we always underestimate the power of your influence on the minds of our youth. Encourage them to be aware of what is happening in their surroundings. Instill in them a love of their country, inculcate in them the value of perseverance in order to gain real, worthwhile knowledge, help us mold our children into honorable men and women. Encourage our graduates, our best and brightest, to do what they can to lift this country from the mire our traditional politicians have sunk us into. The youth is our future – and it would be largely because of you, our educators, that we will be able to repopulate the seats of power with good leaders, presidents, senators, congressmen, justices, lawmakers, law enforcers and lawful citizens.

I ask all students, young people and young professionals everywhere to look around and get involved in what is happening. Do not let your youth be an excuse for failure to concern yourselves with the harsh realities you see. But neither let this make you cynical, because we need your idealism and fresh perspective just as you need the wisdom of your elders. YOUR COUNTRY NEEDS YOU! Let your voices be heard. Do what you can for this land that gave you your ancestors and your heritage. Use technology and all available resources at hand to spread good. Text meaningful messages to awaken social conscience. Try your best to fight moral decay because I promise you will not regret it when you become parents yourselves. You will look back at your past misdeeds and pray that your children will do better than you did.

Remember that there are a few handful who are capable of running this country. You can join their ranks and make their numbers greater. We are tired of the old trapos. We need brave idealistic leaders who will think of the greater good before anything else. I voted for Atty. Martin Bautista and his team and I sure hope they will run again. Do your utmost to excel in your chosen field. Be good lawyers, civil servants, accountants, computer techs, engineers, doctors, military men so that when you are called to serve in government, you will have credibility and a record that can speak for itself.

For love of this country, for the future of our children, for the many who have sacrificed and died to uphold our rights and ideals, I urge you to do what you can. As ordinary citizens, we can do much more for the Philippines than sit around and let crooks lead us to perdition. We owe ourselves this. And we owe our country even more

Guada Sol

So I managed to survive the first semester of my second year in graduate school.  It's all good.  In spite of taking 9 units, I think things went well.  However, I do think that I wasn't able to exert much effort in some of the projects that we had.  I guess things would have been different if I took only two subjects.  I keep thinking that I got lucky with the classmates that I have.

I'm watching Magic Knight Rayearth over YouTube.  I'm in the second season already, but I couldn't find episodes 25 through 30 with English subtitles.  There aren't any English dubs, which is fine because I still prefer the Japanese language over the English dub when watching animes.  But what's worse is that the episodes that I miss are only available in Spanish dub.  So, yeah, I'm missing some pretty good stories prior to the season's end.  Oh well.

The second semester has started already, and I'm still taking 9 units.  I guess I haven't learned; I still want to live a complicated life.  Haha!  But I have lesser hours at work compared to last semester, so I'm hoping everything will be less stressful this time.

Here's to a good sem.

Blessed be.

... but have you ever had the feeling that a person hates you because of being associated with a corporation he or she does not like or is judgmental of but you can't find any reason why he or she should feel that way because, as far as you can see, the company isn't doing anything bad?

I don't know; I'm kinda getting weird negative vibrations from my professor, and I have a suspicion it's because of the company I work for.

Oh well.  Can't wait to see my final grade.

So I'm now in my third semester.  Whoopee!  Just to make my life more interesting, less boring, and extremely complicated, I decided to take 9 units this semester than the usual 6 units.  I'm taking up Organizational Behavior (my cognate under Psychology), TV Production, and Communication and Social Change.  Adding the working hours I have at the store, basically, I just might be brain dead by the end of October or, if I'm unlucky enough, suffer a nervous breakdown by August.  I find it so funny I'm just about to cry.  Haha!

I have accomplished 15 units already.  Adding the 9 units I have at present, that totals up to 24.  Do I even feel that I'm making progress?  Ironically, I don't; I feel as if I still have such a long long way to go, and I am just so anxious, impatient and excited to finish my studies.  I talked to my classmate who's about to take his comprehensive exams this August.  Well, he told me we have to take 42 units worth of subjects as we're in the non-thesis program; the comprehensive exam and the special project are not included, so those are additional 9 more units, I think.  I did the math, and at the rate I'm going, and should I continue moving at the pace I'm currently in, I might finish the 42 units by the first semester of 2008.  Not bad.  I only hope all goes well and that I don't fail a subject.

Keep your fingers crossed for me... so help me Lord. 

It's been months since I last logged in and wrote anything here that I actually forgot my password.  I just don't know if that's telling me anything...   I've been quite busy with work and school.  Not only that, I can't seem to find the inspiration to write something new.  I hope that changes soon.

I watched the third installment of the Pirates of the Caribbean franchise.  It was definitely better than the second one but I kind of hated what they did with the Will-Elizabeth story.  Their "wedding" seemed forced, even though the producers thought it would be cool; plus, I hated that Will had to spend ten years at sea while he can only be with her for a day.  How cruel is that?!  And I can't believe I am so affected by it.  I need to get a life.  A real one.  Haha. 

It has been almost two months now since I started my new career as a Barista while continuing to be an MA Communications student.  I remember last year, I think it was around July, when I met with my guidance counselor here in school.  For those who are a bit alarmed by that, not to worry; it was merely standard protocol for new students to meet with the guidance counselors. 

He asked me how I was doing so far.  Back then, I was in the midst of adjusting to everything - new school and the new work teaching schedule:  I was studying in Manila on Mondays and Tuesdays, then I would be teaching Wednesdays through Fridays in Pampanga.  Just the amount of time consumed with commuting to and fro was enough to boil my brains out.

The guidance counselor also asked me what my future plans were going to be.  I remember telling him that the semester was going to be my last term for teaching and that I was entertaining the idea of applying for a Barista position.  Nearly seven months later, well, here I am.  It feels weird to actually think that my plans happened.  I didn't think I'd get in.  Now I only hope I get to stay long enough for my other plans to happen.

Here's to new challenges and new journeys.

Blessed be.

... not in the way you think.

I've started a new career.  I'm now a Barista.  I know... It's so weird!  Ahahaha!  Anyway, I'm still in training so, please, try not to ask me about espresso shots and Frappuccinos® just yet...  Let's see next month.  I might be a more credible source by then.  Ahaha!

As I wrote earlier, I'm still in training and I was doing some work in the bar area - clearing the space, putting the coffee and cream bases, and the whipped cream in the fridge - when a pitcher of coffee base just spilled on me!  This was in the first hour and a half of my shift.  Amazing, noh?!

However, on a more positive and empowering note, by the end of the day, I conducted a coffee tasting for Espresso Roast French Pressed Coffee to some customers.  It was really so nice to connect with them and to share a history of coffee with them.  May it be the first of many.  Who knows, I could qualify as a Coffee Master someday... skewed taste buds and all.  Ahahaha!

I wonder what will happen tomorrow...

Blessed be.